I cannot believe that it’s August already. Like, seriously. This year is just speeding by!
My birthday is in less than two weeks and it’s already looking like it may give last year a run for its money.
July definitely did feel like a whirlwind. We had so much going on, the weather has been crazy hot (by my standards) and I kind of ran myself ragged. I could use a little bit of a break and August doesn’t look like the month it’ll happen.
Fittingly, the mindset I had when I made the calendar page for this month is exactly where I’m at now: doubting.
Not that I don’t love all of these pictures. Because I totally do.
These were my favorite pictures at the time.
I didn’t do any pictures of us together, like I did with the other birthday months, because my mom made me feel really insecure about them. I hate it when I let her (or anyone else) get inside my head like that. I look back at my first selfies with J fondly now and wish I had included them.
So I was thinking that I would share some of my favorite recent selfies with J.
But first let me just tell you about the pictures that are on the calendar.
I think the big one would have been included anyways, because it really is one of my favorite pictures of J’s first year.
The top one on the right is one of the first pictures where I remember thinking “Wow, she’s actually a kid.” Which of course seems crazy now, because she looks so little!
The bottom one on the right was actually taken on my birthday last year. It was one of the better pictures taken that day. She was a little under the weather, so she wasn’t her usual happy, energetic self. But she really enjoyed trying to play the rope game with Cocoa!
Now for some current faves!
I’m not going to go into specifics about each one, because I think they’re pretty much self-explanatory. These are the pictures I go to on the hard days.
I never understood why my parents always wanted a person in all of their vacation pictures, but I get it now.
I’ve taken thousands of pictures of Juliana’s life, but the most meaningful ones are the ones that convey our relationship.
Without me in them, where’s the proof that I was ever really there?
Anyway, this is my month and it should be about everything and everyone I love. I think it’s pretty obvious that I love this girl with my whole heart.
On that note, I kicked off August the right way yesterday! I had a great day with the girl and got to spend a lot of time in the kitchen making some of my new favorite meals: quiche in the morning and ribs/grill-pack potatoes/cucumber salad in the afternoon.
I apologize for being a little all over the place with this post, but it was actually very therapeutic!